Fields of hope

Mar 17, 2009

back then.

Nom. I kinda had a blog stalk on my frenz n I realize the similarities of some of their posts they posted on their blog.

" dreams may not come true because ur dream changes as we grow older."

I really agree on that.

Back then all I wanted was to study in UK. London 2 be more exact, but now since I'm older I realize things aren't always going well wif the current situation. So the furthest I'll go is Australia. I may consider working in the UK once I've settled and contempt wif my life 1st.

Main reason 2 why I changed my mind in going 2 the UK is of financial probs. with the big gap between malaysian money and in London, I could cry losing the amount of money which is bout 5 times or 6 worse than malaysian money now. Other than that, I didn't do a levels. nyoohoo. Or IB. LOL. PLus I dun think my body can take much of the temperature there @ the moment. I'm easily 2 fall sick nowadays. Imagine me in London getting a cold at least once a week. Oh horrible.

Oh well BB London

n Hello Australia.

I should consider doing my IELTS. real 1 mind you! T_____T

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Mar 13, 2009

...

My parents gave the permission.

But I'm not going 2 get my hopes up.

If it actually happens.... then I need 2 buff up before july.

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Feb 28, 2009

it's not the same 4 every1

" separation makes the heart grow fonder"

I just keep thinking of this sentence... it may be a quote that tends 2 happen 2 some1 but it's not that it will happen 2 every1.

Makes me wonder...

Does the writer realize that fact?

Anyway, I dream of something unexpected just recently

I met raine and I told her that I love her artworks.

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Feb 26, 2009

an inspiring words of wisdom 4 writers.

" read constantly 2 develop good taste. Read the very best of whatever kimd of writing you're interested in. Then write"

"An aspiring writer is not some1 who dreams of writing a novel someday; an aspiring writer is some1 who sits down and actually does it, day after day, for sheer satisfaction of a single good sentence, for the pride that comes from one good paragraph at the end of the day."

"If you actually want glory and riches-- then you're probably better off doing something else."

By Preeta Samarasaran

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Feb 23, 2009

love at 1st sight.

OMG cantIk kan?? LALALALALALALALALALA. xD

I know I'm not a fan of fairies much but this is just pretty!

I like the elvis ver. 2. :)

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Feb 13, 2009

worst nigtmare.

Man, I really thought things would go through well. Besides,

positive thinking attracts positive situations 2 come to you.

I believe not. Well not this time.

Tried hard to go through the course I really want to enter. BUT, due to my mistakes in the past, there are high chances that I won't be able 2 go for it.

FIRST of all, SC Subang Jaya education consultant didn't contact my freaking email when I really need the information asap.

Then, I find out that the only way 2 get into a good graphic uni (there's 2 btw) is through a university that I never want to touch. AT ALL. But that's the only way to enter the 2 universities in Australia that is famous for the course of my interest. OWH come on! I don't wanna screw my subjects n simply play around with the edu ppl just so I could get a high mark. That's insane.

I just want a miracle to happen right now.

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Feb 1, 2009

omg

Eh. Really yar.

I really need 2 buff up wif my drawings.

WTH had happen 2 that rajin of an artist side of me GONE 2?!

HECK LAR.

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Jan 27, 2009

1 sarcasm sentenced that gets my blood boiling with anger.

" so the scared!!!"

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Jan 25, 2009

I have been searching for you for so long,

But you went away without warning me that you will leave,

you're gone and now I am devastated about it,

I wanted to see you,

For years..I wanted some sort of contact and some sort of a connection with you,

show me that you will be there for me till the very end....

but then again you left me.

I saw you again one day,

after for such a long time you left me cold

so why aren't I happy?

Is it because I am not satisfied with just your presence?

or

is it just me being the girl that I am.....

so can anyone ever tell me why.....

When I saw you on that fateful day...

why can't I ever be happy about it?

at least a smile on my face...

is good enough

but I couldn't....

so tell me why....

.....

.................

..................................

I wanted you so much but.....

DAMN!

I checked my bag....

n realized...

I didn't have much money!!!!

To even buy you after for so many years!!!!!

Oh my beloved hershey's choco kisses cookies and cream

That is why I am in despair T___________T

It;s good to see you again though xD

Hmm.