Fields of hope

Mar 13, 2009

...

My parents gave the permission.

But I'm not going 2 get my hopes up.

If it actually happens.... then I need 2 buff up before july.

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Feb 28, 2009

it's not the same 4 every1

" separation makes the heart grow fonder"

I just keep thinking of this sentence... it may be a quote that tends 2 happen 2 some1 but it's not that it will happen 2 every1.

Makes me wonder...

Does the writer realize that fact?

Anyway, I dream of something unexpected just recently

I met raine and I told her that I love her artworks.

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Feb 26, 2009

an inspiring words of wisdom 4 writers.

" read constantly 2 develop good taste. Read the very best of whatever kimd of writing you're interested in. Then write"

"An aspiring writer is not some1 who dreams of writing a novel someday; an aspiring writer is some1 who sits down and actually does it, day after day, for sheer satisfaction of a single good sentence, for the pride that comes from one good paragraph at the end of the day."

"If you actually want glory and riches-- then you're probably better off doing something else."

By Preeta Samarasaran

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Feb 23, 2009

love at 1st sight.

OMG cantIk kan?? LALALALALALALALALALA. xD

I know I'm not a fan of fairies much but this is just pretty!

I like the elvis ver. 2. :)

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Feb 13, 2009

worst nigtmare.

Man, I really thought things would go through well. Besides,

positive thinking attracts positive situations 2 come to you.

I believe not. Well not this time.

Tried hard to go through the course I really want to enter. BUT, due to my mistakes in the past, there are high chances that I won't be able 2 go for it.

FIRST of all, SC Subang Jaya education consultant didn't contact my freaking email when I really need the information asap.

Then, I find out that the only way 2 get into a good graphic uni (there's 2 btw) is through a university that I never want to touch. AT ALL. But that's the only way to enter the 2 universities in Australia that is famous for the course of my interest. OWH come on! I don't wanna screw my subjects n simply play around with the edu ppl just so I could get a high mark. That's insane.

I just want a miracle to happen right now.

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Feb 1, 2009

omg

Eh. Really yar.

I really need 2 buff up wif my drawings.

WTH had happen 2 that rajin of an artist side of me GONE 2?!

HECK LAR.

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Jan 27, 2009

1 sarcasm sentenced that gets my blood boiling with anger.

" so the scared!!!"

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Jan 25, 2009

I have been searching for you for so long,

But you went away without warning me that you will leave,

you're gone and now I am devastated about it,

I wanted to see you,

For years..I wanted some sort of contact and some sort of a connection with you,

show me that you will be there for me till the very end....

but then again you left me.

I saw you again one day,

after for such a long time you left me cold

so why aren't I happy?

Is it because I am not satisfied with just your presence?

or

is it just me being the girl that I am.....

so can anyone ever tell me why.....

When I saw you on that fateful day...

why can't I ever be happy about it?

at least a smile on my face...

is good enough

but I couldn't....

so tell me why....

.....

.................

..................................

I wanted you so much but.....

DAMN!

I checked my bag....

n realized...

I didn't have much money!!!!

To even buy you after for so many years!!!!!

Oh my beloved hershey's choco kisses cookies and cream

That is why I am in despair T___________T

It;s good to see you again though xD

Hmm.

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Jan 18, 2009

*SHRIEKS!!!!!!!!!!*

I have 2 restart the whole freakin game again....

ARGH!!!!

*curses*

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Jan 17, 2009

my last few days as a foundation student @ taylors

Hrmm. lately, I've been very very very blur of my future. It's just one of those times when u wish that u know exactly what to do for ur future. It's just hard to find that out urself at the last minute.

Thing is bout most of us no matter how determined we are 2 actually pursue in something.... in the end of the day ur mind just keep changing n changing minds.

There is just one particular person who I admire 4 NOT changing his dreams ever since a child. A new friend by the name of (well nickname) kensei. I remembered chatting wif him online n he mentioned that he never changed his decision on becoming a movie director. His passion for movies is very strong and the gut feeling of wanting 2 curse a person 4 knowing exactly what 2 do is definitely present. If ur reading this kensei, I'm sorry. LOL.

I just don't know what had happen to that girl back in primary school who loved drawing so much. Where TH are you?! COME BACK!!!! CIS.

Torn between my head thinking of what is it I am capable of doing. N many thanks 2 maz 4 helping... ur help is very very very much appreciated and I dunno how to thank you. U will always remain my best friend (though I rarely admit it) forever n I hope u know it. LOL.

I'm just sorry u have 2 cope wif ur indecisive sister though. Well I love and hate being a libran. GAH.

Well all I can do is visit the darn colleges 2 my liking.

I'm not doing well but I know someone is. No matter how much of an idiot the person is I will always pray 4 their happiness. Hope u'll enter a good uni in the UK. n please if the future is great 4 the both of us, GIMME free of charge medication!!! xD

Love is not something that can be played with. i believe it can't be fluctuated. So if a random person just confess their liking for me n use the word "Love" I am sorry dudes ur just gonna get a BIG BIG SMACKING impact on ur face. Use the word like I do not mind but if u ever set foot on the word love knowing this is just a minor relationship ur dead. I know u all say it but deep inside u guys aren't sure of urselves n etc.

This is why i can't let myself fall. It's just not convincing if that person just utters the word "love". Sorry guys, but I learnt my lesson. I will only let u say it if i'M darn confident (which is what 0.001%?) with ur words or 2 put it simple, if ur stuck wif me 4 life.

Just for now cope with just using the word like la huh?

I doubt anyone is intereted in me though. LOL. n Coconut, shut up wif all ur lies please. I'll only believe it if U PROVE IT.

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