Fields of hope

Feb 6, 2010

new manga I'm starting to like :) :)

Gakuen babysitters.

I just love the kids there. They are just purely adorable :D :D

I hope to see more chapters of the manga xD

Posted at 09:44 pm by selphia
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Jan 31, 2010

congrats

2 the fav DA artist who's getting married in june this year!

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Jan 23, 2010

I don't know why....

" but once in a while... for some reason I get this strange feeling. I've never talked about it but...

when I'm laughing with everyone, when I'm studying, when I'm doing something with others in general...

sometimes all of a sudden, everything goes quiet and...my mind goes somewhere far far away.

when I come back to reality, it seems like a lot of time has passed, but it's really only been a few seconds. When that happens I feel like I'm lost and alone even though I'm in the middle of a group of friends.

a voice deep inside my soul tells me

"this isn't where you belong"

I don't like it, I don't understand it."

Posted at 06:02 pm by selphia
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Jan 19, 2010

I hate the neighbour's dogs.

As of 2day, I am proud to say, I am getting good at this walking exercise with my mum in the mornings. It is always such a pain to go through a road from straight to the further corners. Now ever since I realized my darn advantage back in primary school that i do very well in straight roads, I am doing the best I can and I am very much HAPPY bout it. Even though I really hate those noisy dogs. Tried to suggest using the longer straight roads but my mum keeps saying that there's alot of cars. which keeps me wondering why we used the road back when we had to use the harder way of walking. I was once always behind her, way behind in fact, but now I am directly behind her and beside her. :)

Now I feel relieved.

A thing or two I am able 2 fulfill as my resolution now,

- wake up early, and have walks with mum. Try the earliest one as so to use the longest straight roads.
- Play game all I want after that while waiting for the water heater is on. (ok maybe not to the point my whole house would end up on fire)
- sketch on maths paper then trace on printer paper
- practice on inking
- listening to nice soothing songs from the 90's. I just love savage garden. Oh why mr. Darren have to turn gay? sniffs.
- clean up my room.... 2 redecorate it.
- go through the stickers needed for decoration.
- eat alot during the day and drink lots of water, eat less at night, again drinks lots of PLAIN water.
- avoid any gassy drinks unless I'm out. :3 ehehehehe.

Oh yeah, manga update. I started reading knight princess. And for a taiwanese manga, it's pretty god. :D When is charming junkie out I wonder? N kimi ni todoke?

Ok now I'm off 4 peggle deluxe since I've already finished plants versus zombies and peggle nights. :P

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Jan 18, 2010

My new best friend

The maths exercise book.

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Jan 9, 2010

thank you.

Prayers has been answered

may you always watch over, my job is done.

I am not needed in that life anymore.

Many thank yous Ya Allah. =)

Posted at 03:33 pm by selphia
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Jan 8, 2010

once you think bout it....

"life seems to work in such funny ways...."

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Jan 7, 2010

simple update

not so good results= problems= stress= headaches= no peace of mind = can't concentrate in things I enjoy doing= depression= sleeping.

disastrous even though there are yet a lot of things you can do

makes you really wish you know what is it exactly you want to do in life

I can't seem to smile these days.

Posted at 04:01 pm by selphia
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Jan 5, 2010

gaaaa-beeeeee-duuummmm

Resolutions. Why is it that I'm always late in doing these things?

1. Practice driving using the big (old land cruiser) car no matter how painful my head will end up
2. wake up @ 8.30... unless mum wants 2 go for morning walks which i will end up waking up @ 6.30.
3. try my very best in all the university examination subjects no matter how hard it is for a stupid lil gal like me
4. practice on coloring
5. finish up on the game plot idea
6. try out marshmallow fondant
7. vacuum the house bit by bit
8. get a proper schedule for the laundry timing
9. OMG. put something up on DA please. At least one (last year's resolution)
10. start exercising my imagination
11. read more mangas or books to develop new ideas
12. stop procrastinating
13. find out more stuff i can do if the university ain't doing well for me.
14. sell off the badges online
15. save up money just in case

That's all for now. I can't seem 2 recall the other countless things 2 do

anyway, yesterday, I tried okay? but i'm still a coward. I do not like the idea that I am scared of what will happen 2 the both of us in the future and the fear of not getting much of a reaction from him.

I tried Facebook-wall and sms but my hands don't seem to work well enough to press the send button.

yet again a coward who cannot wish a normal person a happy b'day. What's so hard about it?

My body and the whole of my senses just frozed up. I can barely do anything when I think bout it.

so please no more asking whether or not i wished him. Cause I didn't and I hate my guts.

Now, toodles.

Posted at 07:19 pm by selphia
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Jan 2, 2010

NO.

I won't get my ass whacked anytime soon.

in other words,

get my feelings triggered in such a funny way by someone.

Posted at 06:37 pm by selphia
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