Bout the day-dreamer
x nora, selphia, cassiterite
x 20
x 10/1
x libran
x is studying in mo-na-sh u
Currently
date / day: 11/4/11, monday
mood: poker faced
listening 2: katherine mcphee, zachary levi- terrified
Reading: kaichou wa maid-sama ch 10, vol 3, recipe for Gertrude vol3, faster than a kiss, pandora hearts, knight princess, oniichan to issho, gakuen babysitters, reborn, bakuman, usotsuki lily, world god only knows, get goal
Watching: yakitake japan, panty and stocking with Gaterbelt, big bang theory season 2
Working on: driving, HM plot and designs, drawings, coloring
Playing: persona 4 (replay), grand bazaar, islnad of happiness, animal parade replay, tree of tranquility replay
Worries: ntg at the moment.
Craving to/for: inspirations, water, commitments, more music, food.
Needing: clothes seriously.
Loves
x day-dreaming
x anime/manga
x drawing
x miniature shoes
x sleeping
x reading zodiac infos.
x reading some personality facts
x chicken rice @ sungei wang :P
x hershey's kisses cookies and cream
x white or milk choco
x kaklong's triffle
x mum's cooking
x being around people she loves
x persona 3
x some games
x colonello
x yuya :)
Wants
x unlimited creativity
x money
x air and earth miniature shoes series
x to know what I want to do
x knowing myself more
x be a better person
The people around me
ari-chan
ain
aisya
anwar
elfie
fatin
syafiqah
ruby
jerrica
michelle
julia
kin kiat
adik
I admire
x Raine
x shu mizugochi
x kagaya
x Pairo DA
x Nef DA
x Aiko DA
x LF DA
x FJ Yuuka
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Apr 11, 2011
the best feeling in the world
spending time with your other half laughing, feeling very connected. Smiling like fools while you lie your head on his shoulder.
Problem is I only dreamed of it, and it ain't reality.
the best feeling in the world
Posted at 11:39 pm by selphia
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Apr 7, 2011
please refer http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=manga&illust_id=7701090 for original. I just love the translation of it.
i use to always think ever since we met.
what can i do to make you like me more?
what can i do to make you hug me more?
i use to always think
always think...
what if i become transparent?
like water?
you could see all of me
but no.
then i'd slip through your fingers
and wouldn't be able to be hugged.
What if I can be intense like lightning?
I could protect you from anything that attacks you
but no.
then you'd be afraid
and i wouldn't be able to be by your side anymore.
what if i become passionate like fire?
I could snuggle you anytime you're cold
but no.
then I might become too happy
and accidentally burn you
What if i become silent like darkness?
I won't be able to come out to the surface normally
but i can support you from where I can't be seen.
but no
then you might forget about me.
what if i shine like the light?
no matter how dark the road is,
i could brighten it for you
but no
then I'd be the only one that stand out
and you'd become a shadow
what if I became calm like nature?
but no
I couldn't be spoiled anymore
what if i became brave like ice?
we could occasionally fight with all our might
and both become stronger
but no
I'd melt when you burn me with your warm chest when
it was time to make up.
I thought and thought and then received these words from you
"even if you don't try that hard, you're the one I love most"
i was so so happy i love you the most too.
:). can be as romantic, but unfortunately, i can only show that side to my stuff animals. sad but guys are missing alot. haha. oh well like i'll ever romance easily now.
Posted at 03:28 pm by selphia
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Apr 5, 2011
Oh dear. been awhile. I'll really really erase all the crap I've been letting out D:
hehe. anyway. good day this time. didn't know that letting out my problems to people kinda makes me....well saner. I'll try not to burden them but at the same time i guess i just have to let it out when my emotions go out of control, Thank you so much for listening to me and for putting your faith in me. I know I have a longer way to go before I can put the past to an end but if you let me, I'll be a lot better with each passing day. :)
the journal was a success....if you're wondering *crickets noise*...haihz
anyway attempted to make someone's day a brighter one....but unfortunately it's a failure. OH-well. he's still a kid (even though he's a college student) one of these days he will put my words into consideration....someday. heh. OH-WELL not like i never tried to make his day...secretly. And the best thing is he'll never know who I am *grins*. he's just in that emo phase. =3=
i like doodling with color pencils but looks like I'll have to wait till after this Friday. I aim to get really good marks....this time and prove it THAT I CAN. No one can stop me now! YEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!
I'll try to be more free, I'll try to let go of things more, I'll try not to take everything seriously, I'll try not to take matters too much into my mind, I'll try to do better in what I believe I can do, I'll try to be more confident, I know I can. I know I can be as awesome and so can anyone else.
as for the non-stop dreams bout.... *coughs*. COME RIGHT AT ME BRO!
Posted at 12:56 am by selphia
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Feb 19, 2011
 Yup i'm a blur-case and a ditz. xD
Posted at 01:22 am by selphia
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Feb 14, 2011
when i'm busy being awesome?
I hope everything goes well.
Happy valentines day 2 all that's celebrating it! <3
Posted at 05:22 pm by selphia
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Feb 11, 2011
hello February! the month of love n the 1st b'day month of my many family members' , my dad. WHOO!
2day I manage 2 achieve 2 new things which are driving out of my housing area (giving my sis a heart attack) and rock climbing for my dear adik's b'day. WHOOOOOT!!!!
hahaha! i'm so happy that i tried those.... for rock climing unfortunately i only manage 2 climb 3 freakin different walls.... out of 5 that is. scary but fun. DAMN U SWEATY HANDS N LEG CRAMPS! oh n i found out that my hands are stronger than my legs. nyahahahaha! i even had a tarzan moment which was hilarious! :D
hmm. i wonder if i'll ever get chocos this valentines? .....nah. but i'm guessing my sis is getting some though. yayz!
happy b'day again 2 adik sharif. kakak loves u! :D
Posted at 12:47 am by selphia
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Jan 29, 2011
well i decided to just post up the list of the brand of drawing materials i use. this is just in case i lose my journal that states my prefered materials. n who knows i might bump my head somewhere n lose my meory on what drawing materials i use. :/
anywho! off 2 the list!
1. Faber Castel classic colors/ watercolor pencils
2. sumogrip blue mechanical pencil 0.5 (main/dark leads)
3. Pilot Dr. grip green.mechanical pencil 0.5 (minor/light leads)
4. ain 2B leads, HB leads
5. printer paper double A
ok. i shall not post as much due to studying n practicing my drawings.
toodles 4 now!
Posted at 05:29 pm by selphia
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Jan 28, 2011
...am i turning all girly? O_____________O
Oh well, at least I wasn't born a guy so this thing is not abnormal at all.
Note 2 self: if i ever wanna stay up all night again always have maggi mee ala mao and some grape juice. :)
Posted at 12:18 am by selphia
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Jan 25, 2011
I'm actually enjoying this torture.
I don't know if I should be happy about this or not.
2000 amount of words to work on!
Posted at 12:18 am by selphia
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Jan 20, 2011
your natural talents will kick into you eventually.
damn.
now off to doing online assignments!
Posted at 10:35 pm by selphia
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